Sat With Ree: Put On Your Best Armor

"I'm still alive, but I'm barely breathing"

You've probably experienced this kind of feeling at least once in your life, when you are just living because you're still breathing. You definitely experience not wanting to get up every morning because you can't see any point why. How is it possible that your heart feel so totally empty, yet your brain is about to explode because of its fullness. 

It's hard to keep your head above water when there's something on your feet that's constantly been dragging you down. It's tough to wait for beautiful things to happen when all you've seen are the worst. You don't want to expect anymore, but you still want to hold on to that tiny hope that you still have. You still want to believe that maybe, just maybe things will work in your favor this time.

But what if the things that you've been going through right now, is preparing you for what's coming next in your life? All the sufferings that you're currently experiencing is meant to strengthen you, so that you will be strong enough to face what is ahead of you. No one promised you that everything will all be just a piece of cake, but it's definitely how you know that you are resilient to withstand every difficulty.  

If you can't find any more reason to live your life just remember your future self. You owe it to your future self to carry on with your life because she's totally rooting for you. You have the reasons to give up on your life, but you need to keep on fighting. You may not be at your best state yet, but at least you are aware of the fact and that would be enough motivation for you to want to improve yourself for the better. 

You're trying to survive. You're trying to fight all the demons inside of you when all you want to do is back down. You may not be proud of yourself right now, but your future self is absolutely cheering for you. You still have time to be who you want to be, all you have to do is to begin with what you want to improve. Your future self is proud that you still keep on going despite all the roadblocks that constantly block your way. Your future self will bear all the consequences that you are doing today, so might as well do something to be proud of. 

In spite of all the trials and challenges that you are facing, you have to be brave to stand up and fight them all. You've already made this far to relinquish. You have already defeated a lot more than you think. You were born to be a fighter, weren't you? The best thing that you can do is to prove it to yourself. Get up and put on your best armor. You have a lot of opponents to beat. You can win over them all just like you always do. Your future self believes in you big time, so the best that you can do is to not disappoint him/her.  




au revoir.😊

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